I'll be brief...

My parents picked up a little booklet when they were at the NCFIC conference this past weekend, titled, "Valuable Selections from the Writings of George Muller". I opened it up, just meaning to flip through it and was drawn in.

George Muller, after living a prodigal life and being converted, ran orphanages in England. He cared for over 10,000 orphans in his lifetime and the support he sought was from the Lord alone. He did not go out and raise money. He went to the Lord with the many needs they had, and his prayers were answered.

So far the 'writings' I've read have all related to faith. This quote really stood out to me: 

"Either we trust in God, and in that case we neither trust in ourselves, nor in our fellow men, nor in circumstances, nor in anything besides; or we DO trust in one or more of these and in that case do NOT trust in God."

I have said often that I have faith in God, that I trust God. But I'm asking God to show me if I really do. I know that is a dangerous thing to ask, but I need to know! What does it look like to trust in God alone, and not ourselves, our fellow men, or our circumstances? Maybe George Muller can help me understand.

Jammin' after church

Check out my genius brother and his jammin' buddies...

Time sure flies...

My baby brother is 16 today. Wow! Does time fly. I remember the call telling us he was born. At 2:23 in the afternoon, I'm pretty sure.

Here's what Nathan has to say about turning the big 1-6.

Happy Birthday, my big little brother! What a young man you've turned out to be : )

Thoughtful Thursday-- Lazy days of Fall

Today, I had one of those days. 

One of those "I-want-to-be-lazy" days.

One of those days where I can't even pretend to want to do anything. 

One of those days where "I don't want to do nothing, be nothing or marry nothing". 

Yeah. Marry nothing. It comes and goes...

Thoughtful Thursday-- Ideas

Here it is, Wednesday night, and while I have a few ideas for a Thoughtful Thursday, I totally lack the energy and/or interest for writing. I have a lot of thoughts going around in my head, but formulating them into words and sentences is beyond what I can handle right now.

I have been listening to Paul Washer recently...

Thoughtful Thursday--Creation Speaks

I have always appreciated nature. 
Most of my childhood was spent outdoors and I'm so thankful that I grew up in a time and place, and family, that allowed that.

As an adult, that appreciation has grown into fascination, I think due to knowing the Creator better...

New Page for Star Hill Baby Knits

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As Long As You Are Glorified

I know I've posted this before, and I know this is supposed to be 'Thoughtful Thursday'. But, I heard this song today and I remembered how much I love it. The words are so perfect! Be blessed...

New Post at 'Jed's Story'

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Thoughtful Thursday-- Grab Hold

Being productive makes me happy. 

Being overwhelmed with lot's of things to accomplish does not. 

But the feeling of accomplishing something, getting things checked off the list inspires me to do more. 

It's like what I picture rock-climbing to be like. You look for a hand-hold or a foot-hold, grab on, pull up and start looking for another. Eventually, you make your way to the top, thanks to all the little cracks and ledges you found on the way up.

But what's the top? I'm not sure. It's not perfection or anything like that. I guess 'the top' would just be a life well-lived. A life in which a person did the best they could with what they had. Not everyone finds good hand-holds on their climb. This makes me think of the Parable of the Talents.

The Law of the Lord is Perfect

I think I could camp out on this Psalm for quite a while....

Psalms 19  

The Law of the Lord Is Perfect

To the choirmaster. A Psalm of David.

The heavens declare the glory of God,

and the sky above proclaims his handiwork.

Day to day pours out speech,

and night to night reveals knowledge.

There is no speech, nor are there words,

whose voice is not heard.

Their voice goes out through all the earth,

and their words to the end of the world.

In them he has set a tent for the sun,

which comes out like a bridegroom leaving his chamber,

and, like a strong man, runs its course with joy.

Its rising is from the end of the heavens,

and its circuit to the end of them,

and there is nothing hidden from its heat.

The law of the Lord is perfect,

reviving the soul;

the testimony of the Lord is sure,

making wise the simple;

the precepts of the Lord are right,

rejoicing the heart;

the commandment of the Lord is pure,

enlightening the eyes;

the fear of the Lord is clean,

enduring forever;

the rules of the Lord are true,

and righteous altogether.

More to be desired are they than gold,

even much fine gold;

sweeter also than honey

and drippings of the honeycomb.

Moreover, by them is your servant warned;

in keeping them there is great reward.

Who can discern his errors?

Declare me innocent from hidden faults.

Keep back your servant also from presumptuous sins;

let them not have dominion over me!

Then I shall be blameless,

and innocent of great transgression.

Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart

be acceptable in your sight,

O Lord, my rock and my redeemer.

Thoughtful Thursday--A Reason for Trials

Nahum 1:2--"The Lord is a jealous and avenging God; the Lord is avenging and wrathful; the Lord takes vengeance on his adversaries and keeps wrath for his enemies."

Your Lord is very jealous of your love, O believer. Did He choose you? 

He cannot bear that you should choose another. Did He buy you with His 

own blood? He cannot endure that you should think that you are your 

own, or that you belong to this world. He loved you with such a love 

that He would not stop in heaven without you; He would sooner die than 

you should perish, and He cannot endure that anything should stand 

between your heart's love and Himself. He is very jealous of your 

trust. He will not permit you to trust in an arm of flesh. He cannot 

bear that you should hew out broken cisterns, when the overflowing 

fountain is always free to you. When we lean upon Him, He is glad, but 

when we transfer our dependence to another, when we rely upon our own 

wisdom, or the wisdom of a friend--worst of all, when we trust in any 

works of our own, He is displeased, and will chasten us that He may 

bring us to Himself. He is also very jealous of our company. There 

should be no one with whom we converse so much as with Jesus. To abide 

in Him only, this is true love; but to commune with the world, to find 

sufficient solace in our carnal comforts, to prefer even the society of 

our fellow Christians to secret intercourse with Him, this is grievous 

to our jealous Lord. He would fain have us abide in Him, and enjoy 

constant fellowship with Himself; and many of the trials which He sends 

us are for the purpose of weaning our hearts from the creature, and 

fixing them more closely upon Himself. Let this jealousy which would 

keep us near to Christ be also a comfort to us, for if He loves us so 

much as to care thus about our love we may be sure that He will suffer 

nothing to harm us, and will protect us from all our enemies. Oh that 

we may have grace this day to keep our hearts in sacred chastity for 

our Beloved alone, with sacred jealousy shutting our eyes to all the 

fascinations of the world!

I read the September 12th 'Morning and Evening' devotional (by Spurgeon) on Tuesday and it just pierced me to the heart. This subject of spending time alone with God is one that He keeps bringing me back around to. And not being distracted by things that don't matter. He's like, "Okay, you didn't quite get it last time. Let's try this again." 

This is essential to being a Christian and that's probably why it's such a hard thing to learn. Also, I'm lazy. I enjoy my own company. I could spend a whole day alone and be quite content. But, what joys am I missing out on? My precious Redeemer is with me always and I can speak with Him about anything, everything.

To read this verse alone, it sounds rather unpleasant. But it's important to notice that the Lord is avenging and wrathful toward his enemies. If we belong to Him, that statement should be one of the most comforting in the Bible. If someone is jealous of you, you know it's because they love you.

The Creator and Savior of our souls loves us and desires that we love Him with All our heart, soul, mind and strength.